well, i tried to go to sleep, but it just wasn't workin for me. so, here i am...again.. except this time, i have my fuzzy blanket and lots of thoughts.
i hate being jealous. i'm only jealous of 2 people in this entire world, and it's driving me crazy right now. i hate to admit to this, but it's true. jealousy is so dumb and i try to avoid it at all costs, but sometimes it just doesn't work out that way. ahh....how do some people get everything that they want????? well, i know that's not true because nobody can get EVERYTHING that they want, but it seems like they have everything i want...
oh well. i can't really do anything about it, so i'll just get over it. right here, right now.
****getting over it...****
.....................................
ok, i'm over it. i'm not jealous of anyone anymore. good. jealousy is negative energy that i don't want/need.
i feel better now. everyone should do that. just let everything go, because it doesn't help you in the long run, ya know? *happy sigh* :)
i love orange juice. i could drink it all day long and be happy. it's sooo good and good for you. of course, no pulp! well..maybe just a lil bit, but not massive amounts of it b/c that is just sick.
there was a coconut on my kitchen counter today...pretty random. i shook it up and you can hear the "milk" inside it. pretty ghetto. hehe.
my tongue has a mind of its own, right phil? lol.
ZANE! lol, lauren.
i see the moon and the moon sees me...
agh, i need some music right now...
yay, that's better. i'm listening to this song that came with my computer.. it's called "Goodtimes." i love it...it's so relaxing. wow, the people singing it are so cool. wow, i'm overwhelmed by coolness right now. hehe :)
i love my life. i really do. i'm so lucky. and i'm happy. i love the people around me and i wouldn't change them for anything in the world. even those things don't always turn out the way i want them to, it's ok because i'm learning to deal with them and move on or change it. i've learned that if you expect things to suck, they will. but if you make the most out of them, then you'll gain something from them and come out of it a better person. when it comes down to it, attitude really IS everything. so put a smile on your face! :) be happy with who you are and the gifts you've been given and the people that love you just the way you are~! :)
i love this song...it's called "looking back on today" by the ataris. it was holly and sig's song, but i love it anyway.
*30th of April
Seems like yesterday
Bought a house above the ocean
Where our kids could laugh and play
I called you from Paris
To tell you that I
Wrote our names on the observation deck
Of the Eiffel Tower
Remember those nights playing summer wind on the jukebox of the bar we used to go
We made out in the bathroom and you walked me to my house
I try to convince you not to go home
If only I had more time I'd take you where you wanted to go (where you want to go)
Italy isn’t the same without you here
If only I had one wish
I’d want a million trillion life times that I could spend with you
Falling in love with you again and again
Again
First of November 1998
I was thinking of what to say when I would call
Denise come over to my house cause you’re the one for me (your the one for me)
We’ll drink cheap wine and watch for shooting stars
Remember our first apartment
Our couch was never big enough for two
Still we’d fall asleep in each other’s arms and wake up on the floor
Now looking back it was made for me and you
If only I had more time I’d take you where you wanted to go (where you want to go)
Japan is really nice this time of year
If only I had one wish
I’d want a million trillion life times that I could spend with you
Fall in love with you again and again*
:)
well, that's all for now folks. hehe, this is what you get when you leave me home all night. :)
i hate being jealous. i'm only jealous of 2 people in this entire world, and it's driving me crazy right now. i hate to admit to this, but it's true. jealousy is so dumb and i try to avoid it at all costs, but sometimes it just doesn't work out that way. ahh....how do some people get everything that they want????? well, i know that's not true because nobody can get EVERYTHING that they want, but it seems like they have everything i want...
oh well. i can't really do anything about it, so i'll just get over it. right here, right now.
****getting over it...****
.....................................
ok, i'm over it. i'm not jealous of anyone anymore. good. jealousy is negative energy that i don't want/need.
i feel better now. everyone should do that. just let everything go, because it doesn't help you in the long run, ya know? *happy sigh* :)
i love orange juice. i could drink it all day long and be happy. it's sooo good and good for you. of course, no pulp! well..maybe just a lil bit, but not massive amounts of it b/c that is just sick.
there was a coconut on my kitchen counter today...pretty random. i shook it up and you can hear the "milk" inside it. pretty ghetto. hehe.
my tongue has a mind of its own, right phil? lol.
ZANE! lol, lauren.
i see the moon and the moon sees me...
agh, i need some music right now...
yay, that's better. i'm listening to this song that came with my computer.. it's called "Goodtimes." i love it...it's so relaxing. wow, the people singing it are so cool. wow, i'm overwhelmed by coolness right now. hehe :)
i love my life. i really do. i'm so lucky. and i'm happy. i love the people around me and i wouldn't change them for anything in the world. even those things don't always turn out the way i want them to, it's ok because i'm learning to deal with them and move on or change it. i've learned that if you expect things to suck, they will. but if you make the most out of them, then you'll gain something from them and come out of it a better person. when it comes down to it, attitude really IS everything. so put a smile on your face! :) be happy with who you are and the gifts you've been given and the people that love you just the way you are~! :)
i love this song...it's called "looking back on today" by the ataris. it was holly and sig's song, but i love it anyway.
*30th of April
Seems like yesterday
Bought a house above the ocean
Where our kids could laugh and play
I called you from Paris
To tell you that I
Wrote our names on the observation deck
Of the Eiffel Tower
Remember those nights playing summer wind on the jukebox of the bar we used to go
We made out in the bathroom and you walked me to my house
I try to convince you not to go home
If only I had more time I'd take you where you wanted to go (where you want to go)
Italy isn’t the same without you here
If only I had one wish
I’d want a million trillion life times that I could spend with you
Falling in love with you again and again
Again
First of November 1998
I was thinking of what to say when I would call
Denise come over to my house cause you’re the one for me (your the one for me)
We’ll drink cheap wine and watch for shooting stars
Remember our first apartment
Our couch was never big enough for two
Still we’d fall asleep in each other’s arms and wake up on the floor
Now looking back it was made for me and you
If only I had more time I’d take you where you wanted to go (where you want to go)
Japan is really nice this time of year
If only I had one wish
I’d want a million trillion life times that I could spend with you
Fall in love with you again and again*
:)
well, that's all for now folks. hehe, this is what you get when you leave me home all night. :)
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