i'm so bored right now.
man....
=/
i'm getting a headache too.
:(
sometimes i feel so unappreciated.
but i should never expect anything of anyone, right?
that way i'll never be disappointed, right?
gah, i hate that.
i expect the world of everybody
and i except them to do the same of me.
is that wrong?
i wouldn't say i get disappointed very often...
but when i do... it's pretty bad.
i try and let things go but they just pile up and make me crazy sometimes.
i do have a tolerance limit.
ow... now i do have a headache.
blah.
i cleaned all day.
dear god, i need a break.
my parents were afraid.
i'm such a perfectionist.
and when i do something, i DO something.
when i clean, i CLEAN.
i'm probably obsessive-compulsive too.
yay...
funny- i was going to make a list when i started
but i don't feel like it anymore.
i think i have serious trust issues.
i never really let anyone inside my head.
maybe that's because i think that it's not important
and that everyone already has their own problems to deal with without mine too.
yet somehow, it's ok for me to worry about them and not vice versa.
i really need to stop that.
but it's really hard and will most likely take a lonnng time.
and yesterday, i also thought about something else.
7.) It is rather twisted how everywhere you go, things are exactly the same, yet different. the roads look the same, the restaurants are the same, they are the same types of people, green always means go and red always means stop, we listen to the same music, we dress similiarly, we eat the same foods, we speak the same language, we've seen the same movies and read the same books...

someone call me tomorrow and/or sign my guestbook.

or else...

i WILL freak out.

goodnight.