what am i doing here?

everyone is happy without me.

happy.

happy.

happy.

life goes on. it has to.

i'm not one to stick my head in the oven, but i could use a long, long, sleep.

i hear a car alarm. it's been going off for about 4 minutes now...

it stopped.

i haven't lived enough. just existed.

i haven't really LIVED.

i have a bubble that i've lived in all my life.

i'm ready for it to pop, but i'm scared.

there is so much more than this.

this. this- nothingness.

so much to do. it means nothing to me.

i'm susan. susan....?

please call me back tomorrow. i don't what i'll do if you don't.

i want to be invisible. i'm not ready for this.

i have nothing to offer. just me.

i'm pathetic.

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

when i run away, i want someone to come after me.

.nothing says love like shag carpet.