i'm trying so hard to pull myself together.

my main problem is not being comfortable with new surroundings. i don't like doing things where i don't know what to expect.

of course, then there are other times when i love that.

but majority of the time- i don't like what i don't know.

i'm working on that though. i think i've already improved a little bit.

wow. school tomorrow. i don't want to throw myself back into that. but i guess i'll have to.

i put power rangers sheets on my bed last night.

i have so much laundry to do it's not even funny.