Tied up and twisted the way I like to be

I loved St. Norbert. I think I would really fit in there. They are focused on service and I liked this atmosphere even better than Grinnell. The dorms were surprisingly big and this time I got to sleep on a futon instead of the floor! The bed I slept in was so much more comfortable than my own (which reminds me of how I need a new mattress)... Meeting so many new people makes me happy. I'm still trying to figure out who I am. We went bowling which was pretty funny. The theme song from this trip was that meatloaf song that goes "I would do anything for love..." The theme song from Grinnell was "you sexy thing" by like.. hot chocolate or something..? I love college already. Get me out of high school now. Thanks.
But I missed all of you guys back home. I got Lola and Caesar's message on my phone as we were driving home today and it was so cute. Another thing was as we got to the first stop, someone's dad and little sister were waiting there and as soon as our bus pulled up the little girl jumped out and she had the biggest smile on her face as she tried to see her sister through the bus window. It reminded me of my little sisters and how I won't be there for all of their junior high/high school dramas and how Jenny wrote that Katie and I are her heroes.. it's just really strange to have people look up to you. I've never had that kind of relationship being the oldest and all.. I think it's different than admiring your parents, you know?

Anyway...... I have decided I will not create problems for myself anymore which is why I am going to tackle my physics homework with renewed vigor.