well, last night i wrote a really long blog thing but it disappeared... i'm sad. i've been pretty depressed lately.. i had really bad dreams last night too. it was past one in the morning and i was still online talking to people cuz i was really upset and i was still upset when i went to bed, but i had to go to sleep because i have so much to do today. :( so yeah, i had some bad dreams. wanna hear about them? ok, good.
bad dream #1 (that i can remember)
ok, so i'm in this really poor place...prolly a ghetto... :-/ and i was sitting outside of a grocery store with some people. i can remember seeing shopping carts go by. all of the people that were walking into the store were REALLY mean looking.. women had knives and all the burly men had big guns.. there was one guy in particular who seemed extra mean and i remember that i wouldn't make eye contact w/ him b/c i had the feeling he would shoot me if he did. so there i am, just sitting on the cement outside the place and we get up to leave..and lauren must have been there too... and this middle-aged woman w/ raggedy clothes and wrinkles and who is dragging a lil boy and a girl around with her are going in. i had already started to leave..when this woman whips out this dagger thing and she cuts lauren's face. and first i didn't think she'd really do it, so i keep walking a lil bit, but when she really did, i freaked out..it was pretty gross... i'll spare you the details.. and then she did something to lauren's back..but i don't remember it exactly...
and then i had ANOTHER um...great..dream after that. i was running...i was with some other people to begin with, but then they disappeared...running just for the sake of running... and i came to this massive intersection. i mean, it was about 8 lanes wide. so i push in the button to get a walk sign..and i'm waiting there for a while..seeing the cars go by... and it finally says walk so i sprint across the intersection b/c the walk sign was really short. i was planning on crossing the street again in the other direction so i push it again. i get about halfway across that other street that led toward a big grassy prairie but then i decide to go back. so i quickly run back to the other side. so i'm kind of standing around there.. by the street, and i notice this machine thing. it supposed gives you fillings for your teeth. (i just got my first cavity and had it filled last week) so..i decided, hey- why not? so i ended up using that machine and whitney comes along. i say, "so how do my teeth look?" and she's like, "well..um..they're kind of missing some." so i freak out and i feel my teeth. two of them are like halfway gone and they're starting to hurt. when i woke up..i was so scared that they wouldn't be there... that's all i can remember.. yeah, i should definitely never go to bed as upset as i was that night...
bad dream #1 (that i can remember)
ok, so i'm in this really poor place...prolly a ghetto... :-/ and i was sitting outside of a grocery store with some people. i can remember seeing shopping carts go by. all of the people that were walking into the store were REALLY mean looking.. women had knives and all the burly men had big guns.. there was one guy in particular who seemed extra mean and i remember that i wouldn't make eye contact w/ him b/c i had the feeling he would shoot me if he did. so there i am, just sitting on the cement outside the place and we get up to leave..and lauren must have been there too... and this middle-aged woman w/ raggedy clothes and wrinkles and who is dragging a lil boy and a girl around with her are going in. i had already started to leave..when this woman whips out this dagger thing and she cuts lauren's face. and first i didn't think she'd really do it, so i keep walking a lil bit, but when she really did, i freaked out..it was pretty gross... i'll spare you the details.. and then she did something to lauren's back..but i don't remember it exactly...
and then i had ANOTHER um...great..dream after that. i was running...i was with some other people to begin with, but then they disappeared...running just for the sake of running... and i came to this massive intersection. i mean, it was about 8 lanes wide. so i push in the button to get a walk sign..and i'm waiting there for a while..seeing the cars go by... and it finally says walk so i sprint across the intersection b/c the walk sign was really short. i was planning on crossing the street again in the other direction so i push it again. i get about halfway across that other street that led toward a big grassy prairie but then i decide to go back. so i quickly run back to the other side. so i'm kind of standing around there.. by the street, and i notice this machine thing. it supposed gives you fillings for your teeth. (i just got my first cavity and had it filled last week) so..i decided, hey- why not? so i ended up using that machine and whitney comes along. i say, "so how do my teeth look?" and she's like, "well..um..they're kind of missing some." so i freak out and i feel my teeth. two of them are like halfway gone and they're starting to hurt. when i woke up..i was so scared that they wouldn't be there... that's all i can remember.. yeah, i should definitely never go to bed as upset as i was that night...
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