Wednesday, April 02, 2003

ahhhh.. it's so crazy how all these blogs are in spanish and other various languages. there was one in french and it had one of those survey things you do that ask stuff like "favorite color?" and whatever and it was so crazy reading one in french! pretty ghetto if you ask me, lol.
i have realized that my blog says nothing even remotely intelligent. haha. oh well. i don't really care. it makes me wonder what random people read this and think i'm an insane freak. interesting to think about... btw, i don't deny my insane freakness. =P i guess i just write whatever i'm thinking at the moment- the good, the bad, the ugly. i truly don't care what people think about me anymore. and i know a lot of people say that, but i really don't. i've given up trying to impress people and i do things because i want to do them not b/c anyone else wants me to. i guess i've lost a lot of "friends" by doing that but it really doesn't matter. shallow people suck.
i spent 2 hours laying in bed because my mom insists that i sleep more. i know she just wants me to get better but for pete's sake- i've slept for practically 4 whole days and i can't sleep very much more! i'm like, "mom. you can't make me sleep." haha. i guess she could if she was a hypnotist, but she's not. so yeah, where was i? oh yes, i spent 2 hours laying in bed. my dad put the screen windows in yesterday so i opened my windows and let the breeze in. mmmm... i love spring breezes... they make me so happy :) and the sun was shining right onto my bed so it was all warm and nice. i was thinking about things i guess. i really wanted to go outside and lay in a field with someone. just to talk and relax... i love the feeling of grass and watching the clouds move across the sky... *sigh* alas, i was in my room alone and had to make the best of it. i really did try to sleep..didn't work though. i had just taken my shower so my hair was wet but i was too lazy to do anything to it so i let the sun dry it. my hair gets lighter in the summer. it's crazy. mmm...i smell good. haha, ever since junior high rachel smells me and insists i smell good. it's funny cuz i don't wear perfume and my shampoo isn't stong so i don't know what she's talking about. i don't smell anything, lol. crazy kid. i guess it's like the smell of people's houses. have you ever noticed that? everyone's house has a distinct smell. it's not a specific smell... it's just...there. lol, she likes the smell of my house too. i love my house. it's so cute. and it's original-not all packaged. it's so quiet around here today b/c my 3 lil sisters left today to spend a few days at my gramma's house. *peace and quiet* but i miss them a lil..aww... what a crazy bunch. hehe. i think i'm going to go buy some sandals tomorrow. i'm not all shoe obsessed (grr..jim, haha, "stop being so sexist" we're so bad) i usually get one pair of shoes for a summer and wear them out. it's the only way to go, hehe. it gives shoes character. :)
more people should call me! i'm so lonely!!!!!! :( *tear tear* i'm practically all better. just kinda sniffley. hehe.
ahhhh......i still have to do my creative project. i have so many ideas...but i can't pick one. grr... i need to be more decisive!!! hopefully it'll work out. it really sucks for people that went to like mexico over spring break though- how are they supposed to do it?? je ne sais pas.. well, i'm gonna go sit outside for awhile and be happy~! :) hehe. later days.
omg, i love the show "hey arnold!!" haha, i was watching it yesterday w/ jenny and i couldn't stop laughing. hahaha, helga is so cool. i want to BE her! lol, what a beast. she pretened arnold blinded her and made him lead her around everywhere and there were so many great jokes. haha, ok maybe i'm just way too easily amused.. =D

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