everything is making me happy right now. i'm content for the first time in a while. it's the first night of spring break so everything school-wise is over. i hung out with lauren after school and we saw everyone downtown. it was crazy. we read this amazing feminist book at anderson's- i really want it. then we went back to her house and made 2 lists. the first was reasons why we hate men and the other was a list of why we love them. hehe, good stuff. aww...so much cuteness after that. awwwwww... i'll just go and cry now. :) hehe. so after all that we decided to go drive around and we ended up at one of the covered bridges on the riverwalk. it was amazing. we sat on the side of the bridge and hung our legs off the edge. the rain was a feeble drizzle and it seemed to dance on the river water. the lights reflecting off the water were golden and tranquil. it was nice to just have time to think and collect my thoughts with such beauty surrounding me. they were so many cute couples walking down the riverwalk and it made me cry. not because i necessarily want that right now, it just makes me happy to see other people in love. it gives me hope. and it's all so cute...aww... :)