alright. i'm tired of indecisiveness. i can't stand it. either you want to or you don't. aiy yi yi... can't stand it. i mean, i try and tell people things straight up and i want them to do the same to me. i don't care if you say something i don't want to hear- i can deal with it. oh mama...
so yeah. i have a 3-day week~! =-P hehehe, YEAH all-day field trips! that's what i'm talkin about! hehe. schmuckaroni... i have my enr written JLC paper thing due tomorrow... definitely haven't started it yet. oops. when will i learn not to put things off until the night before? yeah, that's right. i'll never learn. psh... would cares about essays anyway? i mean, no one reads them and nobody likes writing them so what's the point? i really want to start reading ishmael but nooooo... i have to do this crap first. norah and i were talking today about how much better class would be if we didn't analyze things so much. we should have discussions and read the book out loud, act it out, play mah-jong, talk to people who immigrated to the united states and hear their stories, take a field trip to chinatown (well, maybe not..) those things would make the book come to life for us and it would be so much more meaningful!! maybe i'll teach at a private school where they don't have so many stupid district requirements and all that gabarrrrrrge. oh mama... guess i should start writing now- yet another way to snuff out my creativity. =-/