i am thoroughly disgusted with the world.
i cannot take it any longer.
i am so mad that i can't even think straight.
everything makes me sick.
it is all hideous and corrupt.
and WHY?
are YOU happy? are your PARENTS happy?
no. i bet you're not.
i can't even THINK about college and having a "career" now because i cannot picture myself living this kind of life.
this is not what life was meant to be.
not even close.
but this is the only reality people have chosen to know.
we just GIVE UP.
we give up on everything but money.
it all comes down to money.
i hate it.
fuck it all.
i don't know what i'm going to do with my life.
i'm so tired of everything that i don't know if i even have it in me to attempt to really make a difference in this world.
does anyone really care?
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yeah, that's what i thought.