see... THIS is what i was afraid of.

THIS is why.

i should have known.

i should have kept my head on straight.

but i didn't.

i want things to be like they were.

i knew it, i knew it, i knew it!!!!!!!!

>:(

i tried... i really did.


FUCK.


And I'm still here waiting there
To catch you if you fall.
I don't know why I care so much
When I shouldn't care at all.