i don't know. i just don't know.

i am NOT HAPPY.

nothing i do makes me feel like i've accomplished anything.

i'm sick and TIRED of trying to keep people entertained.

i have my own things to deal with, you know?

i've been excluding myself from everything lately on purpose.

i have nothing to say. i need to think. i need my solitude.

but no. at school, that's practically impossible.

if i hear ONE MORE shrieky laugh or ONE MORE stupid "i'm cool" guy voice
i'll run away. i will literally freak out.

i can't handle that anymore.

we're all the same and i hate it.

even the people who try to be different are the same as everyone else that tries to be different.

we just have our own way of expressing our need to be same.

i'm just so tired.

i hate always having more to do and more and more and more.

my list of things to do is never-ending.

once i finish one thing, two more things pop up and laugh in my FACE.

hah.

go ahead, you can have the last laugh.

just.

leave me.

alone.