i could not sleep last night.

my head... i have the worst headache.

it's so bad that i just want to pound my head against the wall and that would make it hurt less.

my soft squooshy pillow felt like a rock.

i ended up sleeping without any pillows.

why do i care so much?

am i always supposed to do things to please other people?

what about what i want to do?

is that being selfish?

i wish i could just forget about everything for a day and have fun.

i need to go for a walk. maybe i'll walk to lauren's now.

yeah. i will.

whatever you do today, make the most of it.

sorry.