i love my life. i really do.

i am so lucky.

i have an amazing family, awesome friends, ambition, and opportunities everywhere.

i have direction- not a set course, but direction.

i won't let the world get me down.

it's all about action. VERBS. doing.

i'm making the most of my current situation but at the same time i am realizing that there is so much more i have left to do.

i woke up at 7 this morning. my sister was watching that movie with the cop and the waitress who win the lottery. i started crying twice during it because i want to change people's lives. that is my only desire. and just their reactions to kindness.. it made me cry. i know it's just a movie, but still.

i will never give up. there's always a way. or an alternative way.

i refuse to waste my opportunities.

i love the library.
i love making lists.
i love book stores.
i love being a dork.
i love being an environmental freak.
i love having passions.
i love being versatile.
i love people.
i love when people play with my hair.
i love giving hugs and meaning it.
i love hearing stories.
i love color.
i love spelling color as colour.
i love accents.
i love peace.
i love gatherings.
i love baking.
i love walking.
i love art.
i love expression.
i love deep conversations.
i love grass.
i love jumping in the leaves.
i love sharp pencils, but i love pens more.
i love accomplishment.
i love having my own standards.
i love sewing my pillow.
i love the sunshine on my bed.
i love the color of my room.
i love my sleeping bag.
i love the lighter couch in lauren's basement.
i love good memories.

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
If yoou take all of me
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you