there are some people who i wish i could take all of their pain away and just bring it upon myself.

despite my conflicts with the rest of the world, i am a strong person.
i can deal with myself.

but it hurts me so much to see other people suffer.

and it hurts even more to know that all i can do is sit there and listen and try to understand and then wipe away their tears.

but is that enough? i know it's not and i'm sorry. i feel so worthless.

i know that i need to stay strong. if not for me, then for other people.

we can't let the world bring us down.
that's not an option.

there IS good. there is.

i realized today how bad i am at expressing my emotion towards other people.
i really suck at it.

i'll work on it. promise.

but until then, i love you all. you are my world.

don't you forget that.

and thank you for listening to me and wiping away my tears when i'm upset.

i know i won't forget.