french bread, taco sauce, a white chocolate reese's cup, and a soy protein bar?!
i'm such a dork.
i'm feeling rather "eh" right now.
last night, as i was falling asleep, i was thinking about saddam hussein. i saw a clip of him on the news and what i saw upset me. here was this old man. i saw a dead man, to say the least. his spirit was dead and has been a long time. spending the last days of your free life in basically a hole in the ground does not give me the impression of someone who has found fulfillment. running and running but never finding what you have spent your whole life looking for.
i can't hardly imagine how lonely and abandoned and unloved he must have been when he was younger. what else would drive a person to do all of the horrible things he has done? how insecure and wanting.
do you think that if one person had really loved him that any of this would have happened? just one person. and love.
i believe that would have stopped it.
in a way, i pity him. but i can't let myself do that.
life is defined by the decisions one makes and those were his decisions.
but my point here is that we can never let that happen to a person again. no one should feel so alone and hopeless that they cling to something like their power.
love your enemies. if not enemies, maybe just those people who you don't especially like.
it's hard. i know it is. but it makes you a stronger person in the end.
love everyone. we are all here together and what you do affects everyone around you whether you like it or not.
look out for other people. let them know you care about them. reach out. COMPASSION.
i love you all. goodnight.
and come to environmental club tomorrow-- i made a cake! ;)
soooooophiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaa
iii-- hitzeman thesis.. ahhhh
i want to have a snowball fight if it ever snows enough! who's with me?
wow, i'm a nut. i need to study and do my RB...ahhhhhh.... AHH..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
it's all ok. doesn't really matter anyway.......
gah! my neck! rawr. i have the worst neck/head ache. bah humbug.
slurping is fun.
i'm such a dork.
i'm feeling rather "eh" right now.
last night, as i was falling asleep, i was thinking about saddam hussein. i saw a clip of him on the news and what i saw upset me. here was this old man. i saw a dead man, to say the least. his spirit was dead and has been a long time. spending the last days of your free life in basically a hole in the ground does not give me the impression of someone who has found fulfillment. running and running but never finding what you have spent your whole life looking for.
i can't hardly imagine how lonely and abandoned and unloved he must have been when he was younger. what else would drive a person to do all of the horrible things he has done? how insecure and wanting.
do you think that if one person had really loved him that any of this would have happened? just one person. and love.
i believe that would have stopped it.
in a way, i pity him. but i can't let myself do that.
life is defined by the decisions one makes and those were his decisions.
but my point here is that we can never let that happen to a person again. no one should feel so alone and hopeless that they cling to something like their power.
love your enemies. if not enemies, maybe just those people who you don't especially like.
it's hard. i know it is. but it makes you a stronger person in the end.
love everyone. we are all here together and what you do affects everyone around you whether you like it or not.
look out for other people. let them know you care about them. reach out. COMPASSION.
i love you all. goodnight.
and come to environmental club tomorrow-- i made a cake! ;)
soooooophiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaa
iii-- hitzeman thesis.. ahhhh
i want to have a snowball fight if it ever snows enough! who's with me?
wow, i'm a nut. i need to study and do my RB...ahhhhhh.... AHH..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
it's all ok. doesn't really matter anyway.......
gah! my neck! rawr. i have the worst neck/head ache. bah humbug.
slurping is fun.
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