i've been thinking about who i am to other people. what role do i play in their life?

i've been talking to lots of new people and it makes me happy.

katie gave this really nice letter today during math. it made my day. :)

the thing about having everyone i eat lunch with gone, :( was that different ones came and sat with me. it was lots of fun, but i still love my drama people.

i've stopped freaking out about school for the time being. it's really not worth it. i'm doing what i can and sleeping when i'm tired.

speaking of sleep, i've been a major insomniac this whole week. all these things keep racing through my mind and they won't stop. AHHHH. one night, all i could think about was having a used school supplies exchange. who does that!? though it was a cool idea..

i'm so intimidated by enalc. i don't really know why though because i realize that most people have no idea what they're talking about anyway but still. i'm so afraid to talk. it's really sad actually. because most of the time i never shut up. well, that's not true either. most of the time i actually talk instead of being a mute. gahhh, i don't know what to do. i'm such a dork. and i'm just pretending to be smart.

mmm my abs are starting to hurt from today. lauren and i are beasts.

hahahahahaha! one of the BEST things of the day....

3/40 on my bowling scoring quiz in gym class! yeahhhhh baby. that's right. a 3! it felt really good to completely fail something.

after going to the library for our project, mike dunford and i hung out at barnes and noble. little kid books are the greatest. we had a dance party in his car. haha. polyphonic spree is making me happy right now.

what should i wear tomorrow? i'm not sure what kind of a day it will be yet...

i love you all!!