one more thing.

even if you forget everything else about me, try and remember this.

remember me as the person who tried her best and put up a good fight.

i'm going to disappear for a while.
too many things are changing and i don't know how to keep up with them.
actually, i just don't want to face reality.
i'm in denial of many things.
i need to throw myself back into studying.
..or something.
i'm tired of all the drama.
i just want to exist.

farewell.