today has not been a good day.

i'm such a failure.

i can't do anything right.

i can't even carry on a conversation without ending up feeling stupid.

things i have failed at:

viola
piano
soccer
volleyball
badminton
singing
being organized
listening
being skinny
being a good friend
calling people
art
shopping
being a good daughter/sister/neighbor
having a boyfriend
swimming
being decisive
acting
math
expressing emotion

what's left?

i'm tired of crying.
i'm tired of complaining.
i'm tired of being a burden.
i'm sick of having everything be my fault.
i'm tired of caring so much.

She's come undone
She found a mountain that was far too high
And when she found out she couldn't fly
It was too late