Friday, November 12, 2004

I need you to hear.

I really need someone to talk to right now. Alas, all of you have lives while I go see the play with my mom and I have to leave after the first act because I was upset.

I have major trust issues. I always think people have ulterior motives for being around me or for being nice.

I got my first college acceptance letter today. How does that make me feel? It was a very nice letter though. They actually wrote it to me personally (I know this because they explained specifically why they accepted me) instead of a mass mailing type of thing. I'd get $8000/year from my grades and stuff.

IT'S ALL ABOUT ME. It would be so nice to disappear for awhile. Get a hold of yourself.

Did you want me to change?

I'm not ready. Just 5 more minutes... please?


I need to exfoliate my emotions.

This is me down on my knees.

No tomorrow, no tomorrow...

Ok, fine. What really upset me at the play. I just saw so many people and they have someone to go with. I'm jealous. Not to mention the fact that I could identify so well with Rachel's character that it almost hurt to watch. "And she ran to the pantry four consecutive times."

How do you live
as a fugitive?

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