Friday, April 25, 2003

i feel a little better after tonight i guess.
this afternoon was not good though.
i actually cried for the first time in... a long time.
at first i couldn't cry, but then i was talking to my mom about stuff and i broke down...
:'(
i did go and volunteer tonight. it was actually really cool.
it's a place where physically handicapped people live. it's so crazy b/c they are really intelligent human beings but they have no way to express themselves. it's pretty sad... it made me realize just how lucky i am. and i'm glad i went. i wasn't sure how it would make me feel b/c i was already upset and depressed, but it cheered me up. they were all really nice and one lady had the cutest dog ever. :) i think i should get a group of people to go there once a week with me. no one ever visits them... :( i mean, imagine being trapped inside your own body... *sigh* so i think we should go visit them sometime. tonight we played hangman and i made brownies for them and we talked. it was nice. let me know if you're interested in coming some time. i'm sure they'd really appreciate it!
after that i went to the show. i missed a bunch of it, but it was still pretty cool. i met this new guy named phil. he was pretty cool. he hasn't slept in 3 days, haha. what a beast. =P and they yelled something about never never land when they left.. haha.
yah, so i feel kinda better.
O.M.G.
haha, lauren and i are horrible.
she was driving me home
and we drove past little caesar's
and we decided we wanted crazy bread.
it was 10:30.
but we didn't have any money.
we considered sexual favors (hahaha)
but no.
so we drove to my house
and i snailed some money.
we drove back to lil caesar's and they didn't have any crazy bread ready- just a large cheese pizza...
so we got that.
and we sat in her MINI VAN hahaha...
mini van sex!!!
but that's another story..
so we sat in her car and
we
ate
the
whole
thing.
hahaha, GREATEST thing ever.
i feel so sick now but it's all good.
i didn't have any dinner so it worked.
we're so ghetto.
and we got money, bought it, ate it, finished it and got back to my house all in 15 minutes.
hell yeah.
that's the way it's done! ;)

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