wow. i haven't really said anything even remotely intelligent in the blog for a long time. guess i really am going crazy. oh well. yep, still don't have any intelligent thoughts. i want SUMMER!!! these will be the longest 28 days of my life.... gahhh.. i have so much work to do. man. school is killing me slowly- i NEED more sleep. there are SO many things i want to be doing right now, but noooo, i'm rereading parts of TANCH for that test tomorrow. yeeee~HAW. geez, some people haven't even finished reading it yet-- slackers. haha, i totally read it over spring break in like 2 days b/c i was so damn sick for all of it. what a waste. i guess it's good that i read it, but i don't remember many of the details of it. yuck. and lately, i've been in a funk. at least that's what my mom calls it. i don't know... i've lost a lot of my happiness. :( well, perhaps it isn't fully lost.. just hidden. and i can't find it. it's there somewhere.. but i can't find it. *sigh*... clam in the sky... i know you all think i'm crazy but i really had a vision for that. it's going to be hard to top. man.. i was so excited too........... :(