oh yes, and how could i forget?
i seriously hate men.
i cannot even begin to express in words how much i despise them.
they are vile.
they have this STUPID idea of what being a MAN is supposed to be.
and they put on this stupid act of macho man.
just kill me now.
i have very little faith in any of them.
they'll all come to the same fateful end as the rest if they don't stop this cycle.
and i hate alcohol and smoking.
sickening.
repulsive.
"oh i'm sorry, what? MAYBE i would be taking you seriously right now if you weren't so fucking drunk."
but no, i have more self-control than that.
i'll just play along. it's all a game anyway.
let them think they have control over me while i'm silently playing by my own rules.
oh, this sounds like i'm mad at my parents, doesn't it?
i'm definitely not. they are nothing like what i've described above... very far from it.
but i don't have to explain myself anyway.
oh, and i hate men for being so perverse and threatening.
i'll never trust them.
actually, there are very few people i even come close to trusting at the moment.
and guys, i haven't fully given up on you yet. there is still some time.
don't feel the need to fit an image. just don't.
and don't become your father.
but who am i to tell you what to do?
i don't know anything, right?
well, you know what?
i do know something.
i know that i really don't care if you think that.