um yeah.
so i was thinking...
i have not been acting the way i should be lately.
but you know... i'm not being fake.
not at all.
if i'm in a bad mood, you'll know it and vice versa.
i guess that's a good thing... but i just wish i wasn't in bad moods as often.
GAH! i'm so paranoid. i need to stop.
my sister is driving me nuts. she's sitting on the couch. waiting... waiting for me to get off.
grrrar. it's freaking me out. i don't like it.
so about school... psh. i'm just going to do my best without practically killing myself.
because it's really not worth it. i need at least... 6 hours of sleep every night. i've decided.
maybe i shouldn't have any friends... eh... i'll think about it.
today was full of adventures.
lauren, michelle and i went shopping for homecoming dresses. it was actually just for lauren b/c i'm not going, but we all tried stuff on anyway. i'm still glittery. yeah.. so we didn't find anything perfect for lauren and she decided she doesn't want to go either. crazy crazy... that stuff is over for me. and shopping sucks ass. i think i should be expelled from womankind for saying that, but it's true. guys have it so much easier when it comes to that. ahh.. when i saw all the pretty dresses it was tempting... but no. no no no. but enough about that...
you know what was fun? that one time when i went mini-golfing with akif and company and we called up the people who had phone numbers written on the boat. you know, like ones that say, "for a good time, call ___." haha, that rocked my world.
everyone has changed and it's freaking me out.
i'm a very forgiving person. maybe too much...
AH! my sister is still there........ ::FREAKS OUT::
i hate that so much.
oh yes, back to my eventful day.
ugh, i had the worst pizza today. sick sick sick. it was from the place at the mall. the sauce was just.. TOO red.. it scared me.
yeah, so i was supposed to have a meeting which lauren and michelle decided to come to BUT it was cancelled so we sat outside on this ghetto grass ledge thing until my dad came. so we went to colonial. we saw travis there and paid the bill with exact change. it rocked my world.
lauren felt icky so we all went home. i must have ADD b/c i'm bored so easily, and yet easily amused. ben and i decided to go visit holly and so he picked me up at like 9:45. haha, she lives pretty far so we only got to hang out for like 20 minutes but it's all ok. we had fun. now i actually know how to get to her house without directions, it's exciting!
and here i am.. a moose. ahhhhh what's tomorrow? what am i doing tomorrow?? i have no idea. parrrrr-tay... i should probably clean/read that book...ick ick. or maybe it's time for a visit to potbelly's?? we'll see, we'll see.
i'm slowly becoming anorexic. just so you know.
i am unfufilled.
i need a goal. gary is right.
but what?!?
ahhhhhhh...
what a beast.
i'm going to do something fun ALL DAY tomorrow.
i have decided.
call me.
or don't.
so i was thinking...
i have not been acting the way i should be lately.
but you know... i'm not being fake.
not at all.
if i'm in a bad mood, you'll know it and vice versa.
i guess that's a good thing... but i just wish i wasn't in bad moods as often.
GAH! i'm so paranoid. i need to stop.
my sister is driving me nuts. she's sitting on the couch. waiting... waiting for me to get off.
grrrar. it's freaking me out. i don't like it.
so about school... psh. i'm just going to do my best without practically killing myself.
because it's really not worth it. i need at least... 6 hours of sleep every night. i've decided.
maybe i shouldn't have any friends... eh... i'll think about it.
today was full of adventures.
lauren, michelle and i went shopping for homecoming dresses. it was actually just for lauren b/c i'm not going, but we all tried stuff on anyway. i'm still glittery. yeah.. so we didn't find anything perfect for lauren and she decided she doesn't want to go either. crazy crazy... that stuff is over for me. and shopping sucks ass. i think i should be expelled from womankind for saying that, but it's true. guys have it so much easier when it comes to that. ahh.. when i saw all the pretty dresses it was tempting... but no. no no no. but enough about that...
you know what was fun? that one time when i went mini-golfing with akif and company and we called up the people who had phone numbers written on the boat. you know, like ones that say, "for a good time, call ___." haha, that rocked my world.
everyone has changed and it's freaking me out.
i'm a very forgiving person. maybe too much...
AH! my sister is still there........ ::FREAKS OUT::
i hate that so much.
oh yes, back to my eventful day.
ugh, i had the worst pizza today. sick sick sick. it was from the place at the mall. the sauce was just.. TOO red.. it scared me.
yeah, so i was supposed to have a meeting which lauren and michelle decided to come to BUT it was cancelled so we sat outside on this ghetto grass ledge thing until my dad came. so we went to colonial. we saw travis there and paid the bill with exact change. it rocked my world.
lauren felt icky so we all went home. i must have ADD b/c i'm bored so easily, and yet easily amused. ben and i decided to go visit holly and so he picked me up at like 9:45. haha, she lives pretty far so we only got to hang out for like 20 minutes but it's all ok. we had fun. now i actually know how to get to her house without directions, it's exciting!
and here i am.. a moose. ahhhhh what's tomorrow? what am i doing tomorrow?? i have no idea. parrrrr-tay... i should probably clean/read that book...ick ick. or maybe it's time for a visit to potbelly's?? we'll see, we'll see.
i'm slowly becoming anorexic. just so you know.
i am unfufilled.
i need a goal. gary is right.
but what?!?
ahhhhhhh...
what a beast.
i'm going to do something fun ALL DAY tomorrow.
i have decided.
call me.
or don't.
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