life really is all about taking risks.
seizing the day and whatnot...

how much does appearance really matter?

i wasted my good mood tonight because i'm a fucking pussy who's afraid to call anyone.
now i feel like shit.
gah.

it's strange how people have changed.
i barely know you anymore.
but yet... i do. i know you better than anyone because i knew you then and it is still a part of you.

i feel like i should be the center of your world as you are the center of mine, but i'm not.
it's hard to realize that.

and my strange attraction (not just..relationship-wise) to people i cannot have.
ugh.

i hate it. i hate how i care so much.
and it's all in vain.
5 words... that's all i get?
thanks. thanks so much.

i've read 40 pages of my antonia.
yay for me.

ick ick ick.

i'm just afraid.
don't mind me.

life would be so much easier if...
no. then i'd never be sure..

5 days!??! >:(

you little fucker.