guys, i'm excited.
i'm actually home so i get to watch family guy at 10:30.
oh NO! wasn't queer eye for the straight guy on tonight?? i forget. grrr, i probably missed it AGAIN.
haha, summer has me actually watching some tv. it's scary.
but none of it during school b/c it ruins your mind.

um yeah. i'm really bored.
that meeting at the theatre was insane.
it took up 3 1/2 hours of my time (including travel.)
>:(
but it's cool b/c you just have to be an usher/ticket checker and see the show for free.
i'm thinking of doing STOMP, the sound of music, lord of the dance, beatlemania, the frog prince, and a christmas carol. :) it's something different and i love going to theatre performances so it's all good. and now i know VERY WELL how to escort everyone out of the house in case of an emergency. oh yes, we did it over and over and over... we were the youngest people there and the rest were at LEAST 45..mostly over 65 though. haha... REPRESENT. =P
i went insane on the car ride home. it was so funny. they're all afraid of me now, but i really could care less. i'm tired.

i feel like i have accomplished nothing this summer.
hmmm
maybe that's because i haven't.....
::ponders::
i had so many plans/ideas and now i'm just blah-like.
still haven't read the majority of my antonia...
oops.... about that....
grrr, i drive myself crazy. that should be my mission for saturday.
yes, saturday i will read/takes notes on the whole thing.
and i'll reread it if i get a chance...

i am so immature. i'm afraid of growing up and that's mainly because i don't look highly upon myself. it's uncomfortable. and i don't like feeling that way. i'm slowly trying to get that over with and it's working.. i suppose. i'm not satisfied with who i have become. no no. but i can change myself fairly easily as long as i put my mind to it.