in the last day and a half, i have seen 3 movies.
alex and emma, freaky friday, and pirates of the carribean.
that is extremely unusual for me...

i'm very...something right now.
but i don't feel like talking about it..
sorry............

practically every single one of my worst fears have surfaced throughout the course of this day and it's too much for me to comprehend.
too many "what-ifs."
i just...don't know what i would do...

i need a hug. a genuine hug.

but don't touch me.

i bite.