convince yourself that everything is alright
'cause it already is...

today i've gotten the urge to cut off my hair.
it is killing me.
do you just get the urge to do something and you HAVE to do it or you FREAK OUT??!
yeah, that's how i'm feeling right now.

i'm so emotional lately.
i cry at anything and everything.
yet despite that, i've been feeling slightly better.

i've been thinking..
am i more of a SUSAN or a SUZIE?

i keep getting really bad headaches too.
it's more at the top of my neck and not really my head, but that makes my head hurt too.
i hate taking medicine. i avoid it at all costs unless i can't stand the pain anymore.
i think i will go take some medicine now.

i could never be a doctor.
i could never be a salesman.

i feel so digusting right now.
it's my hair.
i want it gone. right now.