the need to write something is hitting me.
i am way too tired for my own good.
what a crazy day.
"camping" was a fun time.
i *heart* crafts.
today i made an apple pie.
it looks yummy.
old pictures make me laugh.

i don't know what i want anymore.
it's all conflicting.
i live in this dream world where everything is the way i would like it to be.
but then i realize that world isn't real.
and it hurts.
it leaves me like this.

i have no real emotions. they are too jumbled up.

and after tonight, i am officially the LOSER of the year.
what's going on?
i have no attention span.
my mind wanders between the real world and my world.
"not all who wander are lost." j.r.r tolkien

i hope i remember my dreams tonight.
i could use some direction from my subconscious self.

my tummy hurts.

i really need to get rid of this hideous blue nail polish.
it's bothering me.

somehow my screen saver is a bunch of skiing snowmen and you shoot at them. (??) it makes weird noises too...

i don't understand this world.
why?????????

guess i should go to sleep now...