today was just one of those days...

i was all over the place.

what a roller coaster ride.

there is no possible way i can finish my homework without killing myself.

so. i don't know what to do.

maybe i'll just go to bed now since i have no concentration and get up realllly early. i always say that and it never happens.. but you never know. tomorrow may be different.

i love the color of the night sky when it snows.
it makes me happy.

but.

i'm tired of being left alone.

my heart aches.

that is my problem.