Friday, January 17, 2003

today was a bad day, but yet...it's still good. i'm in such a good mood right now. :) hehe. TECHNO music and shakira is so great... hahaha. makes me laugh. but ok, here's the really bad news... i got a D- on my bio test....NOT good... not good at all... grr... i'm so mad at myself. >:( man.... i still have a B overall...and it's enriched so it still counts as an A... but..i'm very upset. a D is really bad.. i'm gonna go talk to mr ley tuesday morning.. maybe he'll let me retake it. i sure hope so. ah well. grades aren't everything. it's just..bio really pisses me off. and i think i'm sick. i had pseudo-mono in 8th grade and it makes you really tired... it's not real mono, but you have the same symptoms. i got it from being so stressed out and overworked... i bet i have it again.. aiy... it's not fun. at all. i keep thinking that there's gonna be a nice, long break after we take finals. but there's not. i don't think i can do this all over again for another semester...oh MAMA... i'm also extremely unmotivated. i seriously don't care any more. like, i don't care right now... but i know i'll prolly will later.
enough about that. hehe, i have one nail painted black. it looks pretty funny against my skin. very symbolic... how is it symbolic you ask? i can't really explain it.. it just is.
i have really amazing friends. they're truly the essence of cool. and what's even better is that they are all unique in their own ways. i learn so much about life from them every day without them even realizing it. they're all complete individuals and i love it. we're all so different, but yet it works. life is so much better when you talk to everyone, regardless of what other people think. i've realized that i can learn from every person and that they have something to offer. if you only stick with one lil group, sure it's alright, but you miss out on SO MUCH!! besides, shallow people suck. people that say, "why were you talking to HIM??! ew...!" that's so lame. why shouldn't i? those people don't know what they're missing. it gives you a much better perspective about life because we all view things differently, but still the same. so talk to someone new when we go back to school. ask how their day was and tell them about yours. it sounds dumb, but you'll see...
hehe, i was babysitting my lil neighbor earlier today and she's so cute. her name is McKaeleigh and she's 4. hehe, we were coloring and she gave me "chicken pox" with a red marker. haha, so funny. i pretended that they really itched! hehe. so we were drawing and i'm like "i'm gonna draw a heart." and she says, "me too." and then i say, "i'm gonna draw a flower." and she says, "can i please have that marker? i wanna make a flower too." it was so cute. monkey see, monkey do. she let me have the pictures she drew and i'm gonna put it in my locker. hehe. good times. then we played in her lil toy kitchen. she made a salad that had lettuce, a tomato, cucumbers, french fries, ketchup, 2 chicken legs, and a cookie in it. lol, crazy kid. it was "delicious." :) hehe. then we ran around her house for like 10 minutes and rolled on the ground. i wish i could make her see how lucky she is to be so young and careless, but i can't. so i'll just go along and let her have more fun. i let her have a cookie.. that's another thing. lil kids are so manipulative, but it's cute. they're allowed to get away with it sometimes. :)
well, not sure what i'm gonna do tonight. i think i'm gonna make a movie w/ lauren, gary, and my brian tonight. fun stuff. and no, mark.. not THAT kind of movie! :-P hehe...it's going to be soooo great! wow...i'm excited. alex was saying that he was thinking of starting a film making club at school, and i was like, "go for it!" wouldn't that be cool? i think so. random movies are the greatest. speaking of alex...we totally had a party in french class today! we all thought she was joking b/c we never do ANYTHING fun in that class. i was just waiting for her to whip out a test..! but it didn't happen and we watched lil red riding hood in french. geez, it was so violent! the wolf actually ate the gramma and then they cut him open to get her out! ewwie! haha...crazy frenchness.
:) :) :) SuZ :) :) :)

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