nida says i'm melodramatic.

i told her that i try. i really do. but i'm unhappy here. which leaves me no motivation. which gives me not-so-good grades. and i'm always trying to do my best. but i don't do my best. i don't WANT to be able to go with this flow.

maybe i am melodramatic.

sometimes i wish there was some way to exist without interacting with other people. that way i don't affect them in a negative way.